I am currently in treatment for alcoholism and am a past member of the program doing my induction. In Orange County CA (Santa Ana) and about 6 months in Riverside CA at the castle. The biggest regret of my life was leaving there. My lights and cable and internet are shut off at my house for me and my 10yr old daughter and am behind on payments for my lawyer as well as rent being due. I pray for Gods will and can always see His grace and His love for me in my life, even while in sin. Not sure what I need or am asking for, but God knows. Thank you