Prayer Request: Lexus King

Protection here on earth from the thing which I failed to see in front of my eyes, to be free spirit but with gracefullnes and humbleness, another chance to give a miracle or blessing sent my path which i would have to earn and I’d value and cherish remimding of day. but not only for myself but my mom and dad we lost my brother few years ago and i fimd the strength of hope and motivation and spark in general isn’t the same anymore I’m lost in ideas how to cleanse the situation over all thank you