For my family and my other half whom is struggling his addiction, I personally am an recovering addict myself I battle my addiction on a daily, however ; some quick some slow everyone’s path is different and taken at their own pace. I’ve gotten clean numerous times although this time around I have more than I’ve ever had to lose. Being sober in a relationship with someone of active addiction, both battling mental health and past traumas while raising 6children of all ages including less than 2month old set twin girls can definitely be the ultimate mixture for anyone to fall short relapse and be overwhelmed or stressed. I’m requesting prayer for not only my family as a whole but for the individual still stuck in his addiction and not seeing a problem with it. I’m tired of the DV , the accusations and the fear I live being with him. I don’t wanna leave him to fend on his own but I choose my children over everything. I’m not even using and I’m losing relationships very dear to my heart burning bridges because of this individuals actions and I can’t take it anymore.